Alrighty people I have no life lol. My mom wants me to go to this "Alateen" thingy and I'm like "I don't drink..." but she was like "alcoholic"........I donno something about her having a drinking problem a long time ago so I have no idea if I'm going but if I do the band that she says "Probably play's blink-182" (and i laughed at her soooo hard cuz no one and I mean NO ONE can play blink songs better then blink) better play some good songs! It's not even a teen band it's usually a bunch of old fat guys trying to sing, or annoying ladies trying to sing and play guitar. I even play/sing better then them and I SUCK...at guitar singing comes natural but I suck at guitar and I'm better then they are usually. Sometimes the band actually has talent.
Other news is that this morning at like 1:35AM I had an "emo moment" I was stupid and forgot how Boxcar Racer's "There Is" song went and I was listening and I was like "This is a nice song I like it!" then it's like about love and a boy and girl and all of a sudden I'm like "I HATE THIS SONG!! I HATE IT!" and yeah I was like all emo...it was not fun. Don't get me wrong it's a VERY nice song and all but the meaning of it got to me. (edited...) Now I find....I can't stop listening to it so I hate that I have to listen to it...but I love it
with every single letter in every single word there
will be a hidden message about a boy that
loves a girl
do you care if i don't know what to say
will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
will i shake this off
pretend its all okay that there's someone out there who feels just like me
there is
As for the someone who feels just like ME there ISN'T! Until I find "Mr Erin" who will have to be worthy enough for my time (I don't wanna waste my time on some idiot when I would have better) I will refer to the song as "There Isn't" yeah I know pretty stupid but I've been looking for this "wonderful person" for 4 years now and I've run into a bunch of CARNIES! YUP THEY SHOULD WORK IN THE CIRCUS CUZ THEY'RE A BUNCH OF IDIOTS! lol....HAHAHA
Oh yeah and on the 16 of July I will be leaving to fly to PA to visit relatives and a friend...ALONE! Yes I will be going on the plane by myself so if I don't return then that means I died. But I have a strong feeling I won't die. Oh yes and in other news I have a new xanga...it reflects me and my new favorite band or sorta like my always favorite band I just had to come out of the closest like a gay person to admit it. Even though blink-182 kicks ass I could never let go of Shane's........SHANEYNESS but now I did so I'm off to TOM. So my new site is............
blink_182_Addict
Pretty clever eh? Hahaha My mom thinks I'm one she's like "ERIN TURN THAT CRAP OFF!" but she's so cool since I convinced her to order me The Mark Tom and Travis Show, which I would already have if my parents didn't care that I bought a CD with the "Parental Advisery" sticker on it in 7th grade but no! Now she has to pay for an expensive CD because it's for my birthday. What a nice Mom! She buys her kid stuff that she knows she is going to hate and regret buying! Oh man...I should blast "Family Reunion" in the house after I get the CD...haha if you've never heard it/read the lyrics it goes like this....
shit piss fuck cunt cocksucker motherfucker tit fart turd and twat
shit piss fuck cunt cocksucker motherfucker tit fart turd and twat
shit piss fuck cunt cocksucker motherfucker tit fart turd and twat
shit piss fuck cunt cocksucker motherfucker tit fart turd and twat
I fucked your mom
And I wanna suck my dad
and my mamma too
oh, is this thing on
Disturbing no? haha My mom is going to hate that oh and more blow job...oh boy! MUAHAHAHAHAha.
So go check out the new site that I will fix, it looks pretty shitty now but it'll look cool soon.
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James Franco is all...hot in it. Then I went on a walk with my mom...like I do almost everyday. So I went home, played a few video games and watched My So Called Life and Degrassi on "The N" lol So it was fun even though it sounds like nothing.
